yes, I realized that........

I don't know when I realized that I ve been falling in love with you, ya everything's just go. I didn't know that everything was so different. You change my world. I don't know what is ma feeling to you but honestly I'm got jealous when I saw you with the other girl. I'm jealous. I'm so afraid that I will lost you. Is it what we called love? I don't know. I just do not know what I'm feelin right now. Everything mix like all in one. Random feeling. Hate,love,true friendship, mad, happy, yaa everything. I just realize I am afraid to lose you. Yaa since we know each others, there is something missing when you not here with me. I just miss youu so, please don't change I miss you. I miss your flat face but always makes me smiling. I miss your Krik humour but always make me laugh. I miss that you always being there for me. I miss that you always come near me that can change my whole world. HEY IM SORRY I REALIZE THAT I LOVE YOU. I just can't lie to my self. I'm so sorry but please don't changed. One day I just want to meet you and said I've been waiting to meet you and remember you that ya he is one of my true friend!!! Someone that always care of me but always look sweet, your awkward laugh but always heat me,your flat close observation that I miss. I always happy when you near me,I always wanna accompany you when you're alone,I wanna hug you tight when you broken,I'm sorry that I always lied to my self but absolutely I want you to always being there for me....